Odd Dream... but I'm In Love With It :)

Okay so I just took a bit of a nap and while sleeping I was dreaming that the song 'Sway' by Coal Chamber was playing - lyrics and all, it was like I was actually listening to the song while sleeping... but I wasn't. In fact I have not heard that song in a bit yet I woke up with the lyrics and music of the song going through my head.

I was outside dancing in jeans and a tank top, it was dark out, I had no shoes on because I could feel the ground with my bare feet. There was a bonfire off in the distance a little. And I was dancing with Jensen Ackles (Dean from Supernatural). Yeah... do you get why I am kind of in love with this dream? (Well I totally was before Jensen anyways too.)

So he is completely spinning me across the ground as an awesomely kick-@$$ dancer can. It was like I was mirroring his actions and it was more of a game of cat and mouse that just seemed to flow so well to the music. Oh if only I could find a guy (that's not gay) to dance like that with me in real life I would love it. So yeah... completely odd and off the wall dream but love the music and "cast".

* that was not a hit against gay men. I <3 you all. But I want to dance like that with a straight man the same way that you would prefer to dance with another guy over a chick with boobs (eek! Thanks Nick ^_^).

Minion!!!

TRANSFORMER 3 IN CHICAGO!!!

SQUEE!!!

Check this amazing site out!!! This is one of the many sets for Transformer 3 that is partially being filmed in Chicago!!! I could care less about Shia! I want to see Iron Hide, Bumblebee, and Optimus Prime!!! They really are the stars of the movie in my opinion.

Woe is Me

Well I just got some wonderful (being sarcastic here) news. I have 3 higher education degrees. A BFA in Fashion Design, a BA in Merchandise Management, and an MBA in Operations Management. Sounds good right? Sadly, the job market sucks. I have little to no experience. The only job I have actually been able to land has nothing to do with my degrees and it was with the help of a family friend who works at the place. It is quite true: it's not what you know, but who.

Moving on...

I am now saddled with a lot of debt, and I really do mean A LOT!!!

This job I will be starting next month comes with a decent salary, especially for a job out of college but is nowhere near "great". When all of my loans come in (majority are due in September, 2 more in October, and 2 more in December) I will be paying almost $2,250 in loans!!! That is absolutely fabulous since I will be making enough to live on at roughly $2500 each month. So that leaves me with a whopping $250 to pay for rent, credit cards, utilities, gas, food, any medical or vehicle expenses, and anything else that might happen during the month. My student loans will be sucking up around 90% of my income each month.

I am more than willing to take monetary donations. As it sits right now my life really, truely, absolutely SUCKS.